Six Months

Six months post stem cells have found me back in LA for my “booster”. I’m sure today will be the most interesting day here. As we were entering the Infusio building, a woman came toward us that I just knew looked familiar. Just as she passed us I loudly said (as if I knew her) “Melanie Griffith!”. She turned around, walked back to us, and shook our hands as H E smiled and told her we were from Mississippi. We talked about Lyme disease a bit, she wished me luck and went on her way.

Then on to Infusio where they hooked me up to the ever loving diagnostic machine. I then met Dr Kim so we could go over what has changed since my last diagnostic test in October. Let’s just put it this way. About the only thing that shows improvement is my brain and cognitive ability. My adrenals have improved too, which is great and I am thankful for these. But when you hear a doctor tell you that all of your internal organs have been damaged and/or compromised, it will bring reality slamming you down to earth. My heart, liver and kidneys have taken quite a beating. I knew this, of course, just didn’t want to hear it again. My muscular/skeletal report is horrible, thus all the pain. My stress levels are through the roof and my lymphatic system and my immune system are screwed to the max.

All of this information leads to getting blood work done tomorrow. I have to fast after midnight which doesn’t really matter since she told me to quit eating anyway. 😩 She put me in the lymphatic draining bed. H E got me through that by saying stupid things to make me laugh.

Dr Kim added one teaspoon of baking soda in a glass of water to my home therapy program to bring down my acidity. That’s minor compared to the rest of it. I take pills called DAO, Histamine Scavenger, CBS, Reishi Mushrooms, and SAMe. I drink one teaspoon of psyllium seeds with a swallow of orange juice, one teaspoon of clay (yep…clay) in a glass of water, two liters of nettle tea, one liter of water, and a hot turmeric drink at bedtime. Don’t ask me what any of these are. I couldn’t tell you. I just do as I’m told. I have to continue this for a year.

In other news today 🙄 we returned to the hotel and ate a $138.00 lunch that would have cost me $10.00 to cook and I’ve been in my room since just crying and ready to give up. I’m sorry, but I’m just not as strong as people think. I’m tired of fighting and just plain tired. I hate this city! Sirens, horns, yelling, screaming, construction, destruction, ridiculous prices, and rude people who think anyone from Mississippi is a hick and stupid. H E met a man (that looked homeless) at !!!Starbucks!!! buying coffee 🙄🙄🤪 and when H told him he was from Mississippi the man said, “Mississippi isn’t worth a s*%+! Then proceeded to tell him he was the ruler from Florida to Texas and all the way up to Maine. H told him he must not be a very good ruler if he messed Mississippi up so bad. 😂🤣😂

I am homesick and ready to go back to my peaceful MISSISSIPPI home. I’ve missed my grandson’s birthday (yesterday) and my son’s birthday today.

I’m beginning to lose hope and that scares me. Please keep me and HE in your prayers. This is so hard on him too. Hopefully I’ll be in a better frame of mind tomorrow.

9 thoughts on “Six Months

  1. Ya know, Lil I get what you’re saying about people thinking you’re stronger than you feel you are. Let yourself be yourself. You’re entitled to a good cry…that always makes me feel better
    Sometimes you just need to let it out…I’m feeling ya sister and sharing some tears with you.
    Tomorrow is another day…
    Much love 💕
    Laura

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  2. Dear Friend, You are stronger than you think. You have been thru so much and at least some of your news was good. Mama Sara and I keep you in our prayers and thank GOD for H E. He’s a good man and I have never even met him, I don’t think? Anyway stay strong Lil and keep up posting.

    Heavenly Father, Please watch over Lil and Henry Earl, keep them strong, and bring them home safe and sound. Please keep letting Lil improve, she has way too much living to do still.
    Amen!!

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  3. Well, this certainly what you were geared up to hear, but these people don’t know who they are dealing with! From what I understand, you are already a walking miracle, so clearly God has something better in store for you. It make not be the walk you want to walk, but you have to keep going. Cry, scream, cuss and throw some s#*t around! Then get yourself back home to your happy place and keep doing what you do! Thank God for H.E. You are lucky to have him in your corner! And, anytime you want company, I would love to come for a visit. Pet your dogs, sit on your swing and talk about the 4th of July back in the old days… love you ole friend.

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  4. Oh Lil! You are a trooper and so is HE keeping your spirits up as best he can. Feeling despair isn’t a sign of weakness. We’re all only so strong and this is f*%+%ng tough. But you are strong enough and that’s the main thing. If tomorrow isn’t better than today then there will be a day soon that is. And probably the day after that will be better still. I took a lot of that stuff to get better. It sounds like your histamine levels are an issue like they were for me. Toxaprevent was a brand that worked well for me.

    Screw what anyone thinks about Mississippi. You know better!

    And I can thoroughly recommend noise cancelling headphones to reduce the noise stress of LA and flying .

    Lots of love and hugs to you Lil! 🤗

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  5. WOW–between your post and HEL’s news about LLoyd, I’m feeling pretty lucky right now! I hope that the bloodwork gives you some positive feedback, so that you don’t feel like you’re doing this for nothing. Keep the faith, and click your ruby red slippers–“there’s no place like home”! Love to you both ~ Kelly

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