Harder

I hate to say this cause I’m trying my damnedest to be upbeat, but each day gets a little harder. Today was my worst. I have five IVs. They got me on the second stick! Hooray! But one of those IVs knocked me on my butt. I got light headed, nauseated, and very tired all at the same time. I was given a fabulous massage and just felt like a rag doll. The Dr came around and talked to us individually. She told H and me that Lyme and stress have caused my adrenal glands to all but stop functioning. The number on my test was supposed to get 200+. It was 19. Now we know why I can’t walk across a room without gasping for air. So anyone out there (and you know who you are, but probably won’t read this anyway) that causes me stress, I am now making a promise to myself. You are completely cut out of my life!!! I’m sick of you so just go the hell away. I will no longer allow you to make me sick.